and well today it's official. it's been 1 year since we parted ways..oh sure we tried to work it out for a few weeks but today is that last day i saw him. and the last time i got drunk. actually me getting a lil tipsy is what led to the demise and i don't even drink hardly.
either way i miss the bastard and all his faults. and between us if i opened my front door and found him standing there tomorrow...i'd take him back in a heartbeat.
sad? yes. desperate? sorda. probability of it happening? slim.
sigh...but it doesn't stop me from being hopeful everytime i open the door. at midnight tonight i'm closing that door for good.